how does it feel ?

to have me on my knees, singing your favourite song

a song of long lost lovers, fighters who forgot what it was to feel, and flyers who's feet are so far in the ground all thats left to feel are the roots of dead trees creeping up their ankles.

within that cave you call a chest lies a shattered muscle pulsating a fragmented tune, i am sick of it, and sick of you. im sick of winners winning and losers losing .

we've no smiles spared for green eyes. 

22.31

21 days later, fuck tumblr, and fuck you . 

so, back from america, back to leeds, back from leeds festival and back to square one . 

im waiting for someone to prove me wrong . 

11.50/18.54

im sick and tired of feeling sick and tired 

and never knowing how to feel , im sick of over-thinking everything . 

i've had such an amazing, amazing time in America so far ! everything, truly everything has been amazing, the time with my parents, the scenery, seeing my friends at Warped Tour ! I just, am now, feeling strange today . like, indescribable, its not the usual pre-going home low you get - im actually excited to go home . but i think i know what it is , and i think its never getting what i want . 

20.00/3.00

i want

to do good things for good people . i am happy in every possible way . 

19.19/2.19

i have seen the best of mother natures patience 

i have seen some of the most beautiful things today , beautiful things that defy the laws of imagination . a combination of time and pressure , to in turn create things so truly amazing, it pushes the mind to wonder about how fascinating the world is, and how that there are so many things which we head and heart are simply just, not conditioned to understand. 

17.04/00.04

today i was at the top of the world, 

literally . 

the rockies are such a beautiful place, and, although im suffering from altitude sickness, the key is to drink plenty and appreciate the sun. unlike england, even when the sun isn't out everyone here is still friendly, a stranger will grant you with a smile, a nod, a hello . 

i found happiness in the best of places :