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broken bones and broken bottles, 

and, for all my sins, i can still smell you on my skin .

today i feel a number of things. i am left in a state of emotional limbo after going to my godmothers funeral . if anything i just feel weird, i feel weird about everything, about how one person that so many people have shared memories with , will now have no more . its just, weird . i also am glad for the people i have in my life , and i hope they know how much they mean to me .